it's already the 4th week into the sem. Time flies, and yet it felt like it was just last week that i came back to Singapore after the hols. Reality FINALLY hit me. I'll be graduating bloody soon, in roughly 10 weeks!! ZOMG!! I've always been complaining about all the shit NUS has thrown at me, and how crappy it is to have to go through all their brain-raping exams.
however, this sem, i choose to complain no more. It is, after all, the final straw. And although i've always thought that working life would be a gazillion times better than studying, the finality of graduating has smacked me hard in the face. There won't be any turning back now, as much as i'd like to. And as much as i hate growing up, my body oxidizes every single time i breathe. (damn bo pian lo!) When i start my career, playing truant (just because i had a late night out with friends) just won't do anymore. i will be forced to conform to the monotonous routine of working life. and yes, ITTTT IZZZZZZ DEPREZZZZINNNGGGG!
but life goes on. i'm been training myself nowadays to think positively, and lately, it's been easier for me to focus on the more positive side of things. it also makes me a much happier person, too. at the moment, i'm just living my uni life to its fullest. i plan to mug damn hard, and also party hard too. :) am looking forward to spending as much time with my uni mates as possible before i grad. i am ABSOLUTELY certain that i will be missing just about everything about nus when it's over.
most of my friends will be graduating this semester. i wish all of you the very best and may you be blessed with wisdom to transition into the next chapter of your life. *do pray for me too!*
having loads of stuff on my mind nowadays, and i thought that it would help me to just crap it out here. altho hardly anybody reads this shit anyways. hehh
i promise to love you more if you visit frequently. :)) *mwahs*
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